又是曖昧關係.....

桃花到底是好還是壞呢? 其實我不怎麼在意....我依然享受於曖昧的關係當中.....
但, 是不是每段曖昧都被人討厭呢
我是好久好久都沒有心跳加速的感覺了.....是有開心,但結果搞出來的卻是一大堆憂慮....
我是真的很在乎朋友的看法的.....也許會因為朋友而不要玩了......
但是.....朋友最近都沒給我甚麼反應.....這才讓我心煩......
相不相信.....來得快的東西也會去得快?我是這樣覺得的.....來得快的東西不會永恆的.....
但是我搞不清楚自己的立場......快畢業了.....也許很多東西都會隨風而去吧......

清醒

睡了足足十個鐘...好舒服哦....好久都沒這樣睡覺了....
煩惱都忘了七七八八了.....至於剩下的二二三三呢....慢慢來吧.....
始終是人一個.....
現在覺得....我不是一個九十分的人....他不是一個只有十分的人.....
問題是.....大家都沒有共識.....即使都是一百分,都不會在一起.....
'勉強沒幸福'....這句話誰都懂吧....但又有多少人會做......
老實說....我真的不想為愛情所困......還有好多事情我必須花時間花精神的....
當我可以下決定時.....希望不要再動搖了.....

yeah yeah

if there is no corporate finance exam 2day.....i think 2day will be a memorable day 4 me.....
i decided 2 go 4 mcD "drive tru competition" at 12pm.....2 experience wats so special of dat competition......n i wanna know wats the "mystery gift" dat they will giv d customers......
n.....d most exciting activity.....d "summer concert" at 8pm......got jolin, xiao zhu, rainie ....etc.....
i wanna c rainie actually.....jolin seen b4 d......haha.......at last i gave all my tickets 2 clara.....yeah.....
i know mr sam will say i hv a poor planning again......
again, i burnt d mid nite oil last nite......if i were 2 join every activity 2day.....i really afraid dat i'll "go peacefully" when i sleep.....really running out of vital spark.....
fortunately.....i woke up d.......haha.....
hv 2 study 4 the PNB investment quiz 4 monday d.....
me suddenly think of wat mdm maimun told us when she distributed d exam paper 2 us during dis morning exam......she said "think positively.....d paper is easy...."
d 1st moment i went tru d paper.....wat appeared in my mind is......wow, dis paper is really damn easy.....ya....."easy"......d reason y she said think positively is......i think wat she was trying 2 deliver is "don worry, if u cant do at all.....d whole class also dono how 2 do.....just think positively......" haha.....but....really a relief......eventhough i'm goin 2 fail d paper........
i'm free d......coz i'd finished all my mid term exam~~~~~~~~~

良心

昨晚梦到一个。。。算是蛮真实的梦吧。。。
不懂为什么。。。也许最近一直被lum到瓜。。。晚晚都梦到类似的东西。。。
前晚就梦到遇见了白马王子。。。昨晚呢。。。埃。。。
我梦到了。。。我好朋友的男朋友偷偷牵我的手咧。。。。
还记得,那时好朋友也在...只是她看不到而已....
怎么形容那种感觉呢。。。很真实，终于有这种梦时。。。
我才发现到。。。我会排斥。。。心跳虽然很快。。。但是我第一时间就索起了手。。。
我的好朋友咧。。。
虽说感情的事没对与错。。。但是。。。。。。。
为什么这样。。。。。说真的。。。醒来时我不由自主地说：“幸好只是一场梦。。。”
但是也多亏这场梦。。。让我有所领悟。。。。
如果发生在现实生活中。。。。我真的不懂得处理。。。。
会不会我将成为狐狸精？哈哈。。。都是sonija的错....被她感染到了....
但是啊....良心是最好的指引......

phiew.....

2day's presentation, again...nervous--->stomachache...
yet,not enough sleep....4 me,it was an exciting adventure....y?
initially v were doubt dat shud v wear formally onot.....coz it is only a 5 minutes presentation, n d lecturer never mention about the dress code.....when v were there, my group leader asked our lecturer :"sir, do v hv 2 wear formally?" sir :"erm.....dis is a culture issue.....it depends on u....."
hahahaha......wat a "good" answer.....but wat 2 do?v all were already there n prepared 2 present....dis is our 1st challenge.....
2nd challenge.....v went 2 class wif no presentation materials! hey....he ALSO never mention about the presentation materials in the guideline! n the previous seniors just presented their article in front of the class without referring anything.....wat d.....fine.....v simply photostate our article n present it using d transparency projector......
other groups presented very well too~ (my frens : sam, eric,....they all) but i think my group is the best lo.....hahahaha....coz whole group is lenglui~~~serene,nic,siew lian n jie jie....kakakaka...
all in all.....ya.....it was an adventure......but i enjoy it so much......i'm gonna miss it after graduate.....
ooooo......3 more "MORE challenging" papers are coming up......damn, i love challenging adventures SO MUCH!!!!
HAKUNA METATA~~~~it means no worries for the rest of ur day.....

讨厌自己！！！

好讨厌水瓶座的执著！！！为什么那么多年都诫不掉这个坏习惯！！！
应该是打从初恋到现在了。。。明明就是三寸丁，为什么会喜欢六尺高的人？？？
真的被六尺蒙住眼睛了。。。除了初恋情人，还有谁会要这个三寸丁呢。。。
我的天使啊。。。你懂我在说什么吗？也许是真的寻找安全感吧。。。
但又并非如此。。。惨了惨了...又不懂自己要些什么了。。。时间能倒流的话。。。我一定。。。一定。。。？十年了。。。难忘的初恋情人。。。

只有十句话，我却看了十分钟.....

第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人

第三句
付出真心　才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离　就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞

第四句
有时候　不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重

第五句
朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人

第六句
就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie

第七句
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起　就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬

第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人<>
第九句
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
为你的难过而难过的
就是那些　该放进心里的人

第十句
冷漠　有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具